Crew Member Reveals Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Deluge of Backlash Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen β celebrated as a researcher and activist β was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
βI said the emotional pain might endure for years,β she recounted in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
βFor a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,β she confessed. βEven a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.β
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts β including her lab work and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots β was overshadowed under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following achieving her goal, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the followers whose support pulled her through. βYou all saved me,β she said.
She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the mission, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The group of women also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm established by a Amazon founder.